Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Carpe Diem - Jesse 3 Cover Reveal

Excited to reveal the cover for Jesse 3 - Carpe Diem, release April 25th. Love those blue eyes :)



Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Pure Temptation Release Sale


So excited to announce that Pure Temptation is released. The first week of release I am having a release sale. Get Pure Temptation for just $0.99 (Normal $3.99) this week only.

Download it here:


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Barnes&Noble: http://bit.ly/18xk97W

Friday, December 13, 2013

Pure Temptation update and blurb

I had hoped that I could upload Pure Temptation this weekend, but my editor had a slight delay. She now promised me that I will have the finished manuscript in my hands Sunday, so if everything goes as planned, I can upload the book to Amazon and Barnes & Nobel on Monday.
I am absolutely sure you will love the book. I am so excited about it.

The fascination of all things forbidden 
ignites pure temptation.

What would you do if you found a briefcase filled with 250,000 dollars? When the financially struggling college student, Danielle Carrington, stumbles upon just such a briefcase in a sleazy hotel room in Manhattan, she can’t resist the temptation.

She takes the money but soon discovers that it is connected to a deadly underground street fighting cartel. Fearing her life is in danger, Danielle jumps on the ‘Grey dog’ and heads south, ending up in a cozy beach town in South Carolina. There she meets the handsome twenty-four year old Harley rider, John Connors.

Dazzled by John’s sexy looks and hot tattoos, she finds herself once again tempted, this time with her heart at stake. Not until a bombshell of a secret reveals itself does she realize that the cartel is closing in on the money, putting not only her own life, but everyone else's, in danger.

Pure Temptation is a suspenseful New Adult Romance that will have you reading
into the wee hours of the night.

Friday, December 6, 2013

Pure Temptation Cover Reveal and Prologue-Chapter 1

I'm excited to share with you the cover to my upcoming romance, Pure Temptation as well as the beginning of the book. Please note that this is not yet proof edited so there will be a few mistakes. Hope you'll like it.


Pure Temptation
Tempted 1
By
Eve Carter


Prologue


I hate the taste of blood. It’s a testament to the fact that I was still working in a suck-ass profession. My jaw ached like a mother from all the punches and kicks I had taken. It was a damn miracle my entire head hadn’t been shattered into a million pieces. It just felt as if it had been, right now. But the pain from my sore head was nothing compared to what was being inflicted on me now as the man standing over me poked my chest.
“For Christ’s sake, Mike, stop poking me.”
He removed his hands from my chest. “Luke, you have three broken ribs. You should praise yourself lucky that you are still alive.” He groaned and shook his head. Mike, “The Fixer,” Hammond had been salvaging my body after my fights for years. “I keep stitching you up and you keep getting hurt. You know living this way is a one way ticket to hell, right?”
I snorted. “We are all on a God damn one way ticket, Mike. The only question is when do we get off? Just stitch me up, will you? I can’t stand the smell of this shithole locker room.”
Before Mike could finish patching me up and before I could get my ass off his table, someone kicked open the door. It swung wide and within seconds a very angry and very contorted face loomed over mine.
“What the fuck was that out there, Luke. I thought I told you to take a dive tonight. You just cost me fucking two-hundred and fifty thousand, you punk ass son of a bitch. I ought to crush your balls myself right now. ”
“Go fuck yourself, Bruno.” I glared at him and spit on the ground. Nobody else dared talk to him like that. They wouldn’t live to see the next day.
“Don’t you forget who you’re talking to, buddy. I’m the one who calls the shots around here. I’m the one who tells assholes like you what to do in this business. The underground fight circuit is your life and bread, and I own your sorry ass, Renegade. Don’t you forget it,” he shouted in my face, red veins popping out of his neck. He paced a few steps, one hand shoved in his pant pocket and the other one frantically tugging loose his tie. With his gray suit jacket flying open, he leaned in, still shouting, “You should’ve taken that dive, damn it!”
“I freaking tried,” I barked back. Bruno Costello was a pit-bull off the chain and not the kind of man anyone dared to cross, but what he had asked me to do tonight was fucking crazy.
“Some fight premotor you are. You should’ve told the other guy about the plan; he almost killed me out there!” My blood was boiling and my voice went up a decibel with each word. I knew I was treading a fine line with Bruno but I was much younger and stronger than him. Even in my condition right now, I knew if those balled up fists at his side came my way, I could take him. “I had to fight back or I would’ve never been able to walk, much less fight again.”
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” Bruno hammered his fist into the locker with each word then pointed a fat finger in my face “You better make this up to me, Luke. You owe me. This was a quarter of a million dollars.”
Bruno’s face was blood red and the veins of his temples popped out of his receding hairline. Oh, I was fucked so bad.
 “It’s not my damn fault. What was I supposed to do?”
“Keep your end of the deal.” He said between gritted teeth.
“Fuck you.”
“Maybe you don’t know me as well as you think. You have to fix this.”
I shrugged and winced in pain as I tried to shake my head in disbelief.
He grabbed my jaw with his claw of a hand almost spitting in my face, “I want you to get my money back and I always get what I want.”
“How the hell am I supposed to do that?” I spat back
“I don’t give two fucks how you do it. Steal it back, for Christ’s sake!” He screamed into my train wreck of a face. His yelling wasn’t helping calm the sledge hammer of a headache I had pounding out what was left of my brains.
Bruno pulled back and opened his coat jacket to reach for something in the inside pocket. I thought I was toast, bloody, fucking toast. When he pulled out a white handkerchief and wiped his sweaty head with it, my shoulders relaxed. I supposed Bruno’s blood pressure was sky high by now, as he paced the floor and spoke.
“If I know Franco, that God damn son of a bitch bookie, he’s on his way to bang out some young pussy and celebrate his two-hundred and fifty thousand dollar win. Find him and lighten the fucking load in his pocket.”
Was he serious? I wanted to bitch slap that fat fucker and watch him stroke out all over the floor. From the looks of him, he was only a few short artery clogging salami sandwiches away from a heart attack anyway. It wouldn’t take much to send him into cardiac arrest right now. “Look…Mr. Costello, I’m a fighter, not a damn thief. I can’t just steal the money from the guy.”
He leaned over, his head was close to my face and I could smell the stench of whiskey and stale cigar smoke on his breath. Fresh beads of sweat had erupted along his brow and when he spoke into my ear in a whisper his voice was icy cold. “You better rethink that notion right now, or else our special friendship could see a very quick end…especially for you, champ.”
He stood up, pushed his tie back up and strode out of the room.
This night had just gone from crap to freaking shit. My options were slim to none and things were leaning heavily towards the ‘none’ side. I had no other choice; I would have to get the money back.
Mike had floated to the corner of the room like he had been blown there like a balloon when Bruno stormed in. He knew his place in this organization and knew when to make himself scares. “Mike, you know Franco Gianni, the bookie, somewhat, right? Do you know where he usually hangs out after a big win?”
He sighed. “Luke, you know I love you like my little brother but I can’t get involved, man. I got a wife and kids and these guys are not kidding around. I value my life too much.”
“I know, Mike. I’m sorry but if I don’t get that money back, you know what he’ll do. I mean, if he does something to me, you wouldn’t be able to live with that, would you? We’re practically family, right? I’d do the same for you, man.” I looked straight into his eyes.
He threw his hands into the air, knowing it was a losing battle. “Okay, I heard he sometimes likes to party with the ladies around Frampton Street, but don’t let anyone know I told you, got it?”
“My lips are sealed, Mike. Thanks buddy, I owe you one.” I groaned and with restricted motion, slipped off the table, giving Mike a pat on the shoulder as I went. The slightest movement hurt like hell, but I had gotten the information that I needed. How the fuck did I get myself into this predicament?  I’m not a damn thief, or one of the cartel’s idiot goons that roughs up guys. Whatever. I would need to get to Franco’s little private party before its happy ending. I knew exactly where he would be tonight and as much as I hated this dirty deed, it had to be done.



Chapter 1


Earlier that same evening.
Dani
“I can’t believe I let you two talk me into this.” My words were lost in the swell of cheering voices although I shouted them in the direction of my two girlfriends, Joey and Krissy. My breath withered as it came out of me. I realized even my loudest voice was no competition for this cacophony of sound. And my timing was off. I turned to talk right when the brute in the cage landed a savage kick, directly on the side of his opponent’s bloody face, sending him straight to the canvas. I wondered for a moment if the beast would leave a blood spatter trail of footprints all over the white canvas fighting ring after putting his foot into the guy’s crimson stained cheek. It didn’t end there and I didn’t know if I had the stomach to keep watching.
The fighter in the red shorts pummeled his opponent with brutal jabs and blows and seized upon him in a flash, pinning the guy to the deck, hammering explosive fists repeatedly in his face while pinning him down with his legs. I was no expert at fights but it sure as hell seemed like the brute had an unfair advantage over his opponent.
The referee didn’t intervene; it appeared he was allowing this mayhem to happen. There was a fine line in these kinds of fights between the sport and just plain unrestrained evil, or so it seemed to me. I had never been to this kind of an event and I was astounded by what I saw. But what looked like violence to me apparently was not to everybody else surrounding me. I looked at Joey for understanding.  Her eyes were focused on the fighters and the expression on her face seemed to be a mixture of enjoyment and amusement. I jerked on Joey’s arm and yelled, “He’s killing him! Doesn’t anybody care? Do they let this kind of thing just happen?”
Once again, the deafening roar swept my words and my concerns away. Joey laughed and her long dark pony tail bobbed. She cheered louder, practically jumping up and down as she gave me a playful shove off with a look on her face like I was the crazy one in the scenario unfolding in front of us. It sure looked like a man was getting killed in public, in front of hundreds of onlookers and no one seemed to care. Was this blistering violence supposed to be entertainment for people? The look of pleasure on my friend’s face confirmed my suspicions. 
What was I thinking coming here to witness this barbaric display of aggression? I wasn’t cut out for this type of sport, if you can call it a sport. I took it to heart. The moment Joey had pleaded with me to escort her and Krissy to an underground cage fight in an undisclosed factory building the Bronx, I should have realized it was something that would make me sick to my stomach. And I was literally sick… about to throw up on the spot. The sight of blood always did that to me. And all this so Joey could see some guy again, one she had met last weekend...Jimmy something. Apparently he works for one of the fight promoters. He must be pretty high up because he managed to get the three of us on the list at the door. Joey was going to owe me a whole dozen of Krispy Kreme donuts for this one.
But I always caved for my friends, Joey and Krissy. They were the kind of friends a girl like me could just dream of getting. Popular and well-liked by everybody. Joey was the down to earth and level headed girl. Krissy was sweet as pie and the kind of person who wanted to take in every stray cat she found wandering the back alleys. However, their lot in life was a more financially stable one than mine as they came from families with more money than anybody could ever count. I, on the other hand, was raised by my grandmother, but not because of any noble reason, like my parents died in a tragic accident while saving the lives of babies in a third world country. No, I was raised by my Grammy, who spent most of her life cleaning hotel rooms for a living, because the bottle was more important to my mother than I was. But it pushed me to overcome the challenges, study hard, receive a scholarship and go to college. Make Grammy proud of me.
Unable to watch the fight my gaze flickered around the large hall. The dank gray walls of this place opened into high ceilings that looked like the gaping jaws of a whale ready to swallow us all whole. The establishment looked more like an illegitimate business than a sports facility and not to mention that it was located in a shady and clandestine part of town. The building in which I stood, next to my hyperventilating and screaming friends, was a converted factory building. It was packed with at least five hundred cheering, blood thirsty fans, eager to see the bright red proof of dominance gush from an eye or a nose, standing on metal bleachers that surrounded a fighting cage set up in the center of the place.
The crowd of spectators was made up of a contrast of types, however most of them were men. The young ones clustered in groups, buddies, peacocking, and jeering at the fighters with spit and vigor, like they could do a better job if only the referee would let them into the cage. The older men bellowed profanities confident that the adrenaline in their system could bring back the vitality of youth. Even they imagined they could knock a guy out with one punch, if only they could be let into the cage. But much to my surprise, as I swiveled my head to scan the room for an exit, there was a fair amount of women in the mix. Young women, young pretty girls, with long flowing hair and pouty red lips, who came to lust after the muscular fighters in the ring. Maybe I just didn’t get this hot fighter guy appeal. But then, I’ve always felt I was not the typical girl. Unlike them, I didn’t consider myself the type to be easily swayed by a strong jaw and six-pack abs. I needed more from a guy than just a hard body and tattoos.
I shook my head as I looked at all the people around me, consumed with watching the violence before their eyes, enthralled with the blood being spattered and smeared all over the cage. Blood seems to hold a bizarre and intriguing fascination for them. A kind of mysterious allure to seeing bodily fluids come oozing out of a human body, as if seeing it is proof that we are alive. Or maybe it’s proof that there’s truth in the saying that we’re all the same on the inside. We can look at it and realize that, despite the masks we wear on the outside, we all bleed the same blood.
The pressure in my bladder was signaling me to find the exit and on top of that, my stomach couldn’t take much more of this glorified torture. I tugged on Joey’s elbow and leaned into her ear and shouted. “Going to the restroom.”
I stood up and slung my purse over my shoulder. Krissy caught my movement out of the corner of her eye and leaned forward to look over at me. Her long red curls fell forward with her and she swept it all to one side as she shouted, “Dani, where are you going?” I mouthed the words, “Gotta pee,” using ridiculous hand gestures like I was a French mime, pointing in all directions to a door, wherever that was.
I finally made my way through the sweaty audience to the hallway where I turned my head in a 180 sweep to spot a restroom sign. No sooner had I found it, and was about to yank on the door knob, when a robust woman burst through the door, fanning her face with a tissue and nearly tripped over me. I caught the door with one hand and let her pass in front of me.
“You don’t want to go in there, hon, it’s totally flooded.”
I pushed the door open to take a peek inside but the putrid smell hit me straight on. The odor was so strong I think my nose hairs got singed. I gagged and reeled backward in disgust. 
I quickly let the door swing shut and strode off to find another option, my bulging bladder now screaming at me to hurry up. The only other door in the converted lobby area looked like a good choice. It must lead backstage into the locker rooms. I was pretty sure there would be another restroom inside but the entrance was being guarded by a not so friendly looking bouncer the size of Mt. Rushmore.
Shit, I really need to pee now.
Lady Luck smiled on me and the bouncer’s attention was drawn by an argument between two extremely drunk tatted up dudes near the front entrance. It was just the opening I needed to sneak backstage.
Once through the door, I found myself in a narrow empty hallway, lit by a single naked bulb hanging from the ceiling. I spotted a restroom at the other end. From my vantage point I noticed an open doorway I had to pass to get to my destination. Walking softly, I crept down the dimly lit hall. As I approached the threshold of the doorway I could see straight into a locker room. I intended to slip past the opening as quickly as possible but once there, I heard panting noises coming from inside. Curiosity got the best of me and I had to take a closer look.
I froze, mesmerized by what I saw and I lingered just long enough to see a muscular man, a fighter no doubt, lying almost naked on a massage table. An attractive Asian woman dressed in all white was intently focused on kneading the muscles of his right shoulder. She stood with her back to me working her small hands over the tan skin of his well-defined upper back and shoulder muscles. As she worked she stepped aside giving me a better view of his magnificent upper torso, the part not draped with a white towel. Her hands trailed along his right shoulder and moved down his back unveiling a rather unusual large tribal tattoo with two dragon heads. The two dragons covering the upper back swirled in opposite directions, like a Yin Yang symbol. My pulse quickened and an adrenaline rush surged all the way down to my toes. I wanted to stay here and enjoy the view of his body, in spite of the fact that I could get caught. That was strange. I never allowed myself this kind of reaction to hot guys. I usually kept my emotions in check. I mean, I can appreciate a hard body as much as the next girl but in my experience, these types were pretty much all brawn and no brains. I was never going to allow myself to end up like my mom. Destroyed and abused, driven to alcoholism, just because she fell for some hot guy who later dumped her like she was a piece of trash. No way. Besides, I hadn’t been struggling to pay for years of college just to hook up with another good looking playboy. I knew it was best not to get all giggly over eye-candy like the fifty-million screaming women out front. That would get me nowhere. Yet, here I found myself drooling over some muscular back and a tat.
I slapped my hand to my forehead, “Snap out of it, Dani,” and hurried past the doorway towards the restroom. Thank God he had his face turned away from the door. I didn’t need any more unsolicited distractions right now that my body was reacting like a giddy school girl. Good thing I only saw the back of his head and…oh God, why was I drooling over him?
After finishing my business, I exited the restroom feeling much better. I abruptly came face to face with the Asian woman who had been giving the tattooed fighter a massage. She raked me up and down with a suspicious glare. “You know you can’t be backstage without your pass showing at all times. I don’t remember seeing you here before. Who are you?”
“Oh, I’m Lola…Frank’s new assistant. Didn’t you hear? First night on the job. Sorry, I left my badge in the office. Gotta run before he starts yelling at me for slacking, but nice meeting you.”
Before she could start asking questions about who the hell my imaginary boss Frank was, I hightailed it out of the backstage area into the safety of the roaring fans of the MMA.
I blended into a small group of rowdy spectators passing by and slipped back inside the arena, happy to have avoided a nasty situation with the rugged bouncer. He was nowhere to be seen. I found my breath as I leaned against the wall in the voluminous main room.
My cell phone buzzed in my jeans’ pocket. I fished it out and peered at the screen. I expected it to be Krissy, wondering what took me so long.
The screen displayed the name “Jerry Stein”. Why the heck was Jerry calling me on a Friday night? He was the front desk manager at the Greymore Hotel where I worked three nights a week, usually Monday to Wednesday, never Fridays. The skin prickled on the back of my neck.
“Yea Jerry, what’s up?”
“Oh, thank God I caught you, Dani. I have a situation and need you to come to work and cover the Front Desk ASAP. Kim just called; she had an accident and can’t make it. You have to fill in. Can you be here in an hour?”
Right! Accident my ass, like the only accident happening to Kim was Jerry falling and “accidentally” landing with his dick into her. The two of them were fucking and Kim now had Jerry wrapped around her little finger, a trapped married man.
“Sorry Jerry. Can’t make it. I’m at a party at the other end of town.” I held the phone up in the air so it would capture the explosive roar from the crowd.
“Listen, Dani.” The phone distorted as his voice rose in a desperate pitch. “You have to come. I’ll make sure you get paid double-time for tonight.”
I pressed my lips into a hard straight line. I didn’t want to go into work on a Friday night, but I needed the money badly.
“Okay, I’ll be there but you owe me big time, Jerry, especially since it is Friday night. This isn’t the first time I’ve jumped when you were in a bind.” I shoved my hand through my long black hair and scanned the place for the exit doors to the outside. “I need to call a cab to get out of here. I’m somewhere in The Bronx. I’m not walking outside alone”
“Yeah , yeah, yeah. Watch your attitude. I’m still your boss, you know… The Bronx? What the hell are you doing there?”
“That’s really none of your business, Jerry. I’ll be there as soon as I can.”
I ended the call without a goodbye and shoved the phone in my purse, then headed toward Joey and Krissy to let them know I was leaving.
Part of me was glad to get out of this testosterone palace for the night. It was doing unexpected things to my body, churning up hormones I thought I had under control. Another part of me wanted to stay and get a closer look at that hot body I had just seen. He was about to fight next I was sure of. But I couldn’t afford to turn down an extra three-hundred dollars. I dialed the number I had stored in my phone for the cab company. They were not happy about picking me up at this location but after some serious pleading, I was told it would take fifteen minutes for the cab to arrive.
I went to say goodbye to Joey and Krissy and bee-lined it toward the front exit where I waited for the cab. As soon as I heard the familiar sound of a cab horn blaring, I kicked the door open and a blast of the cold night air hit my face as I stepped onto the gum stained sidewalk. Minutes later, safe in the backseat of the cab, I was on my way to the Greymore Hotel.





Hope you enjoyed the preview. Pure Temptation will be available Friday the 13th of December.
Eve xx

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Fearless - Jesse Book 2 Is Now Live!!

Woohoo! Fearless - Jesse Book 2, the anticipated follow-up to my NY Times bestseller, Breathless, is now LIVE on Amazon and B&N. Get your copy here:

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Amazon UK: http://amzn.to/1doIjTY
B&N (Nook): http://bit.ly/17iECdl


Monday, August 12, 2013

Fearless Prologue

Hope you are ready for a taste of Fearless - Jesse Book 2. How about the entire prologue? 
We meet Jesse's mom, Emily, back from when Jesse was just a kid. Hope you enjoy it. 
Disclaimer. This is not edited yet 

FEARLESS - JESSE BOOK 2 

Prologue – The Fourth of July 1996


Emily

“What the hell are you doing, Emily?” Frank barked, too loudly as usual. “Who’s this asshole? Your secret lover, the one you’ve been sneaking around with?” He leaned his face, red from drinking, into mine. The stench of hideous bad breath mixed with alcohol filled my nostrils.

I pulled back, wrinkled my nose in distaste and took a breath. “Shut up, Frank. You’re embarrassing yourself.” 

I had been casually chatting with a male guest at my best friend, Lisa’s, Fourth of July party. Two hours into the event, my stupid ass of a husband trashed my conversation, drunk and made a fool out of himself. Again. This was the very reason why we rarely got out and socialized.

My new acquaintance I had been chatting with, paused in mid-sentence and threw his hands in the air, still clasping to his drink. I gave him an apologetic look. He shook his head as he started towards the people milling around the pool bar, women in bathing suits covered with sassy-sarongs tied around their hips, men gesticulating with drinks in hand and kids, cannon balling into the water. 

Lisa and her husband owned a beautiful Tudor style house on expansive grounds, with lavishly landscaped gardens and a pool, in the affluent area of Thunder Ridge in upstate New York.
The outdoor bar on the pool deck was stocked with every alcoholic beverage imaginable and Frank had already sampled too many. No surprise to me. He’d made a beeline for the bar as soon as we had arrived; smirking when he discovered it was stocked with Heineken instead of his usual cheap brand. Didn’t matter the brand, beer would always wake up the green-eyed monster in him. Every time.

“I’m fucking leaving. I’ve had enough of this shit. You coming?” he said.

Sourness stung in the pit of stomach. “No, Frank. We just got here. We never go out anymore and I’d like to have a fun Fourth of July for once.”

“Suit yourself,” he snorted. “I’m fucking out of here. You and your boy toy over there will have a better time with me gone anyway.” He waved his beer can in the air and gave me a watery-eyed glare.

“Just go, Frank. I’m sick and tired of your bullshit drunken behavior every time we go out. But don’t drive. Call a cab.”

“I’ll drive if I want to.”

He swung around to leave and I grabbed hold of his arm. “Frank! Give me the keys.”

He wrenched free and shoved me hard. I teetered and reeled back, the solid wall of the house kept me from completely landing on my back. There were at least sixty potential witnesses at the party. But no one saw.

“Fuck off, bitch!” He tipped his head back to drain the last swallow of beer and stumbled into the house.

Frank was such a jerk every time we were out in public, especially if he imagined, in a fit of jealousy, that I flirted with other men. And honestly, he wasn’t exactly a prince at home either.

I pondered for a second to go after him, force him to hand over the car keys, but knew it would be hopeless and most likely I’d end up on the receiving end of a black eye. Maybe a patrol car would pull him over and arrest his sorry ass. That would teach him a lesson.
I would never call the cops on him though. We needed him, or rather, we needed his income to pay the bills. Things had been tough lately, not only with our marriage, but also financially. Three months ago I was laid off from my job as a secretary and Frank’s contractor job…well, let’s just say it didn’t bring in much. With two kids and Frank drinking up half his paycheck, there wasn’t much left over. We ate a lot of Hamburger Helper, minus the hamburger. If only drinking was a job, then we’d be millionaires. 

I bolted into the house to the family room where I last had seen Jimmy and Jesse, our two boys. I prayed that Frank wasn’t serious about driving. I decided to give another shot at getting the car keys before he could hurt himself, or even worse, hurt someone else. 
I rounded the corner that led into the kitchen and stopped up short right in Lisa’s face. “Hey Lisa, have you seen Frank?” I asked out of breath.

“Yeah, I think he just left with your boys.” She blinked, bewildered.

“He took Jimmy and Jesse? Why didn’t you stop him?” A hot bolt of fear tore through me like wildfire. 

“Well, I’m sorry, Em. I was just about to come and find you… he seemed really upset--”

I flung open the front door and sprinted past several parked cars, down the long curving driveway. Thank god. Frank was still there fumbling with the key, unable to sink it into the ignition of our old beater car. Jimmy and Jesse were sitting in the backseat and Frank was up front in his reckless drunkenness, lolling from side to side searching for the keyhole. I jerked open the front driver’s door.

“What the hell are you doing? Are you out of your mind taking the kids with you when you’re stupid drunk like this?” I turned to the kids. “Jimmy - Jesse. Get out of the car. Now!” I yelled.

Jimmy opened the backseat door and pulled Jesse out with him. I shut it and guided the kids behind my back to safety, using my body as a shield, as I backed away from the car.

“You fucking cunt!” Frank screamed and slammed his door shut.

Once I got a couple yards away from the car, I turned around and hustled the kids inside the house. With my back against Lisa’s front door, I sucked in a deep breath of relief, and encircled both arms around my two little angels, tears stinging my eyes. 

***

“Jesse, did you brush your teeth yet?” I called up as I ascended the stairs to put the kids to bed.

“Just two more minutes, mom. Can I stay up a little longer? Pleeease…” 

Jesse‘s eyes adored me. I ran my hand over his hair, down the side of his sweet, innocent face, cupping his chin in my hand. “No baby. Even though it’s the Fourth of July, it’s time to get to bed. Go on. Get going.” 
I bent down and gave him a kiss on the top of his head as he buried his pouting face in the soft cotton of my T-shirt. It would be only a matter of minutes before Jesse would be peering at dirt-bike magazines with a little clip-on light he had fashioned himself from various junk items he found at the basement workbench. 
Jesse had been infatuated with dirt-bike magazines ever since last summer when his dad and his Uncle Kenny took the two boys to the Motocross races and Jesse immediately fell in love with anything that had to do with motorcycles. Of course, Kenny covered the cost of tickets and treats at the race, it was his idea to take them anyway. That darn Kenny.

I chuckled as I laid my hands on Jesse’s shoulders. I turned him around and marched him into the bathroom.
“Teeth, mister.” Handing him the toothbrush, I cracked a smile and dug my fingers into his sides. 

“Stop mom!” Jesse wrenched and squealed. “Don’t tickle me…”
I let loose of him and caught the reflection of my face in the mirror. Brushing my hair aside, I dabbed a fingertip of extra makeup to hide the purple and red bruises on my forehead and rearranged my bangs to cover them. Jesse finished brushing his teeth just as the doorbell rang.
His little blue eyes lit up. “Maybe it’s daddy?”

I ushered my youngest into bed and trotted down the stairs. Knots formed in the pit of my stomach with each descending step. 
I stood up on tiptoes and looked out the small glass window in the door. My peering gaze was met by the somber faces of two police officers standing on the front porch wearing dark blue uniforms. I flipped the deadbolt on the heavy wooden front door and opened it a crack. 

“Yes…?” My voice was barely a whisper.

“Hello ma’am. Are you Emily Morrison?”

My lower lip quivered and I stepped back allowing the door to swing open wider. “That’s me. Something wrong officers?”

“Is your husband Frank Morrison, ma’am?”

“Yes…” I pulled at the fabric of my dark T-shirt with white knuckled hands, twisting it into nervous, angular pleats.

“I’m afraid we have some terrible news. Your husband was involved in an automobile accident this evening. His vehicle ran off the road, hit a tree straight on…he wasn’t wearing a seatbelt. His body was thrown out, head first, through the windshield. I’m afraid he died instantly. We’re so sorry, ma’am.”

That day, The Fourth of July 1996 was the day the earth stood still and fell out from under me.


Hope you enjoyed it. Fearless will be released August 28th.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Breathless Is Now A New York Times Bestseller!


So excited to share that my New Adult novel Breathless, has entered the New York Times Bestseller Ebook list at number 22 this week. It also entered the USA Today Bestseller list and The Indie Reader Top 10 Indie Books Bestseller list. Life couldn't be more amazing. Thank you so much everybody <3